Today I was very moved by this post. I kind of have a girlcrush on Haley of LiFE is Sweet and she knows it. I went to school with her husband and then found her in the blogosphere and quickly became addicted to how adorable she and her cute family are! Anywho, sometimes I feel better when people post and I realize that I'm not the only one who has bad/unproductive/overwhelming days. I struggle with them a lot, I guess you could say I have a bit of an emotional funk cloud hanging over me that I've really been trying to learn to overcome. Most days after work I feel like coming home, putting on pj's and watching Star Trek or something like that. I don't feel like doing anything. Luckily Zack and I are hermits so we often get to have nights like this together and it's amazing, but then I wonder "should I be doing more with my life?"
I'm torn.
On one hand, it is my life and if I enjoy having lazy, downtime, that's just great...I don't feel like I'm missing anything...but then part of me wonders if I AM missing something and just don't realize it? Gah.
I have dishes I need to wash, laundry to fold (my most loathed chore), dusting/vacuuming to do and I'll probably leave it all till Saturday morning. Like I do every week. Le sigh.
I appreciate you letting me rant.
oh girl...i don't know how i missed this post!! you are seriously the sweetest :) and i love that we both claimed each other as girl crushes without even knowing it :)
ReplyDeletei'm glad we're both on the same page about feeling torn when we are unproductive...relaxing isn't a bad thing, but sometimes i wonder if I need to be doing more. *sigh* one day at a time right? :)