there are times

There are times when I wake up and I'm somewhere unfamiliar and it takes me a few seconds to realize where I am. I realize that is common but for me I've started to see it as an acceptance of change. I tend to not do well with change yet I am constantly craving it. Change can be a good thing I just need to learn to let it be.*

There are times when I'm in the grocery store and I see a five year old boy complaining that Dannon yogurt is full of "trash"? Amusing (and probably true, but I do like me some Oikos).

There are times in which I want to have more hours in the day. I adore the night time because I can unwind but I wish I had just a few hours more to finish up the things that I want to accomplish in the day. More writing, more yoga, more creating and doing. I understand that this is not an excuse for me to not do these things and I need to stop letting it.

There are times where wine with friends and family at the end of the day is essential (like today). I am blessed to have family that will make me food and friends that listen to me babble. I am often surrounded by good people that care about me and I don't feel I always give them the appreciation that they deserve.

There are times where the work I do during the day changes from calm to furious in a matter of seconds. It's the nature of the business but it is still stressful.

There are times when I'm compelled to write, but almost too tired to do it and what I type onto this page ends up only making sense in my head.

*One thing I have learned recently is that dogs and humans react very similarly to change. It's almost eerie.