ch-ch-changes

david bowie via
Turn and face the strange...

I've never been good at change. I have a routine for the most part so when someone screws with it, it throws me off balance. Recently at the day job there have been many changes that have gone into affect. None of them are bad, by any means (this isn't really a rant, which is weird), however I feel like things have been compromised.

I heard change can be good. I believe that, even when change is scary it can usually lead to something wonderful. My day-to-day will stay the same. I'll probably sit somewhere new (thank God I cleaned), I'll report to someone new, but that's about it. That really isn't anything to worry over, is it? I'll have to wait and see over the upcoming weeks how it goes but I'm trying my best to be optimistic. This will allow me to grow and learn new things and meet new people and I can't see anything wrong with that.

Getting away from my comfort zone is normally something I embrace, so why is this different? Why do I feel slightly strange about it? I really cannot figure it out. I like to wear things that are weird, try new food (unless it's fish) and explore new surroundings. I think the reason I enjoy these things is because in my regular life I follow a pattern and that gives me a small sort of comfort. It's funny.