give me a head with hair

So I've decided recently that committing to a part in my hair is ridiculous. I change my mind too much (it's the same with bangs, but that is a whole other story for another day). I've done the middle part for almost a year, I'm a big fan of the side part but my bangs are at that weird stage where they just look like they're constantly in my face and some days I just don't want to bobby pin, I just don't.

My hair is finally at it's longest stage, at least it is on my right side. I sleep on my left so I have a feeling it's being stunted though I do not have proof of this. Either way, having it a little off is fine, I try not to let it bother me and I only really notice when I am in the shower and it's straight. The way I wear it all messy-like certainly helps.

Over the summer I committed to a hair routine of washing it twice a week. I'm officially down to washing it only on Sundays and with the help of dry shampoo (when it doesn't make me look like I have dandruff) it's been maintained quite well. I think its definitely made my hair healthier and I find myself loathing washing day, mainly because my hair is too clean to do anything with and it just looks flat and weird. Hair problems, oy.

Fine, I'll talk about my bangs. I look better with bangs and that is why I have always had them, so right now I'm rebelling. I rebelled last year and caved and cut them, so now I'm trying to be very strong. Parting your hair in the middle is always a little awkward with bangs but I have been told that I make it work. That's comforting considering how self-conscious I am.

I dye my hair too, so I'll never be able to donate it to locks of love. I have to dye my hair once a month. It sucks but it's a luxory I won't give up. I look better with dark hair, considering I was blond for a good part of my life. I hated being blond. Never again.

I wish I could pull off the dreads or a Miley cut, mainly because those that have hair like that are able to justify it by saying it made them them. I think my weird uneven, broken, damaged hair makes me me, so I should probably just leave it. And not cut bangs.