that whole uncreative process

I'll be frank, I'm feeling a little shitty today. I'm not actually having a bad day or anything by that but I have all of these little projects that are bubbling inside of my head and I'm really not sure how to move forward with any of them. I get discouraged very easily and then I stop what I'm doing and then I get upset I never finish anything. Complain, complain, complain.

I want to create something, design something. I have no marketable skills in that area but I think it would be fun to teach myself. I have a husband who is extremely talented in any and all aspects of computer graphics so I'm fairly lucky in that aspect that he can always guide me, but I want to do more. Not even for business (though it would be nice) but just for a fun hobby. I need to get my sights in order and start doing something. I am not getting any younger. I'll be 26 this year. I used to think that was too old to start something new and then I read that Julia Child didn't start cooking until she swas 37 years old. Whoa, that just floored me. I could do that, I could figure out something awesome and put myself out there and design something great! I don't want to design clothes or homes, I don't think I'd be able to do that. I want to design words, logos, whatever. Cards? Banners? I don't know, I just love typography. I love words, I love reading and writing and making things pretty. My style taste changes daily, some days its bright bold colors, PINK, YELLOW, GREEN and other days I like the more the muted tones. Lately it's more the former however, maybe it was visiting Crate & Barrel with Zack but now I seem to want more sleek lines and random color pops. Wow are these just weird thoughts or what? I'm so entertaining.

I have been thinking of someday building a loft above the garage so that Zack and I can have an "office" that's slightly away from home even if it is still in our property lines. If only, right? I've just been thinking of it a lot lately, a place to have all our creative stuff strewn about? I'd love it.


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This whole set hasn't gone live yet, but I'm loving what I've seen so far of Bri Emery's loft. I think they'll all be featured tomorrow, I cannot wait.


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Love the blue and all the bright photo frames, definitely something I could get used to.



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Usually this color would be too subtle for me, but there is something I love about the sparkly garland.

Now I've just got to work on me and my attitude. I do believe in myself, I have a good support system, I just get over-whelmed. Maybe I need a vacation??